Tomohisa Yamashita #山下智久 #shorts

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#山下智久
#tomohisayamashita
😛oh I need my espresso so bad ☕️

😌 To be honest, the feeling of exhaustion is growing stronger day by day…of cos most of shits come from the reality that never ever being fixed most of the time…i dont even know how to deal with some shits tbh…To carry on living like a mindless zombie, foolishly imagining that better days will soon come my way…the fact that really hurts like hell..sadly, that day will never come.. Even in this illusory world, I cant even achieve any outcome I desire at all.. As I grow older, perhaps I feel increasingly weary and lacking in energy to keep going on for whatever I love..i never stop learning but I feel like im totally eliminated…😂 I’ve tried my best to uphold to the principle of not infringing on the rights of others, esp the main character that i admire the most.. just to create some cheerful works hoping to get more happiness in that case.. somehow.. I feel like i have reached the limits, making further breakthroughs becoming difficult to me in this moment…yea I lost faith in myself…or perhaps it is easier to get satisfaction by violating the limits and being lawlessness just seeking more attentions. Which is the simplest way to become a winner…somehow, that’s definitely not my favourite piece of shit yep🙄 errr…idk…obviously that, people would rather drawn to twisted things most of the time, and yet no longer cared whether it was right or wrong..that’s the maddest part i guess..or perhaps it is I, the one who having only just learnt how to respect others’ rights, who am the most foolish of all times? 🫩 seriously…pretty make sense…i should’ve know that well-behaved child don’t get 🍭 good boy always being blamed for being to kind..wtf? What on earth is going on?🥴I started to wonder why tf Im doing this…just for fun or something else? Absolutely no follow suit of cos! Yea…I’m lost again…so now i plan to be a billionaire from now on as my dream 😛😀 I’m trapped in a deep hallucination again…haha work smart, do things right…funny…What a sleepless night again..emotional damage!!! my life has grown Fkn dull once more…I do look forward to the day it ends! 😙~☆♪