[Live Clip] Unnatural | 권은비(KWON EUNBI)



[Live Clip] Unnatural | 권은비(KWON EUNBI)

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  1. I told my Friend.. Yes.. The YOUNG Girl.. in that red Dress.. She came to with her Father and Mother.. I was there.. I saw the family.. and he was surprised.. and He could Not believe it either.. and Showed me the Recent picture.. and I was Blown into Pieces.. I could Not stop staring.. I just could Not believe that the ONE who I wanted to meet for a Long Long Long TIME.. YOU were Not too far from where I was.. because all along.. YOU are so close to My Friend.. My Friend has been a dear like Brother to me.. and He told me.. but I told HIM.. not to tell HIM anything about Me.. I am truly ashamed of myself.. but.. at least I know this truth.. I did not want YOU to know about me at all.. Because it hurts to be rejected.. it hurts to be so Poor.. it hurts to have Nothing.. and I remember.. my friend also grew UP with Me in that Orphan Home.. but.. He was not there when YOU came.. My friend gave me a Picture of YOU recent.. My Heart.. I can feel My Heart telling Me.. My Heart can beat again.. it can live and Breathe again because I have found YOU.. Now I am looking at this Box.. looking at the Flowers inside this Box.. I wanted to give it to You.. But why did YOU leave it.. I know that YOU don't love Me.. That is why YOU came.. YOU came here wanting to take this BOX.. full of flowers with YOU.. because The Other Friend.. I know that he loves YOU.. WHY is this so Hard to accept.. I don't want to lose YOU.. I don't want to let YOU go.. because I have just started to Love YOU.. I wanted YOU close.. because I would be thinking of YOU.. Just sitting in that ROOM.. I remember as a Child.. feeling alone and lonely.. I just wanted to be happy.. be filled with Love and Joy.. YOU came out of nowhere.. and YOU came to surprise me.. But gone like the Wind that I wanted to look for YOU.. I was just too young to do anything back Then.. But when I hit 18 years old.. I did leave that Orphan Home and started to travel Out.. and I started to wonder about YOU.. where can I find YOU.. where would YOU be.. please tell me.. I remember a Flower Shop was hiring.. and the Owner of the Flower shop started to show Me.. How to raise the Seeds and into flowers it became.. teaching me about the soils and water.. how deep to be planted.. and time and hour to water it.. I wanted to be the Best Flower shop in town.. so I would work day and Night until I made my own mark.. I started to look for YOU after.. When I saw Your Picture.. and Knew that YOU are the One.. I wanted you to be the Only One in my life.. so that I can Love YOU.. I can love you More and More.. the way I love these flowers.. watching from the smallest seeds and it grows and produces and Blooms.. the Most Beautiful Flowers are when YOU Love the Flowers from the Heart.. YOU care of its beings to see the Next to produce.. I fell in love with the Flower Shop and these Flowers.. But.. My Heart.. still was missing.. and I knew that I was missing YOU.. I wanted to be with YOU.. I wanted YOU in my Life.. to come closer.. My friend would come to check on me.. He saw me very sad.. and Knowing My Heart.. I would speak of YOU..I am walking through the Field.. as I am thinking of YOU.. only thing I can say is that YOU make me smile.. even though I am walking and I would stop.. I am wondering do you think of Me.. Do I ever cross Your Mind.. and I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. and I only see the work Shop.. the work Shop where YOU and I use to be.. but I am Not at the Work shop but Out side.. the Open field.. I do see flowers everywhere.. a sign that shows me Your Beauty.. I want to know why are YOU so Beautiful.. WHAT am I doing here.. why am I keep on waiting for YOU even though I know that YOU are long gone.. and I know that we are miles apart.. and I am walking here all alone.. I know that I should Not be here.. because YOU are with some one else.. WHY do you have to be with someone else.. if It is ME who be loving YOU.. I know that I loved YOU first.. the first time I saw YOU.. when we were YOUNG.. as I stop.. and I see the flowers across the field.. and has spread Out.. I just want YOU to come here.. even I was inside the Work Shop.. I did Not see You there.. so I am thinking if I come Out here.. in the field.. may be YOU would come here.. as I would walk down.. and there is the Field.. in the Middle of the field is the Tree.. and I would look.. this Tree.. I remember I would stand there.. waiting for YOU.. telling me that YOU will come to meet me at this Tree.. I would walk through the field and for some reason I stop by this Tree.. This tree has been standing here for a Long time.. when we were once YOUNG.. playing Hide N Go seek.. as I stop next to this tree.. my hand touch the Tree.. I wish that you can come over here.. there was so much laughter.. we did not care about anything else.. but just knowing in my Heart how much I loved YOU.. Do you remember when I first confessed My Heart to YOU.. telling YOU that I needed to say something.. Not to be surprised because I wanted to reveal.. what is IN MY HEART and I told YOU.. I truly loved YOU.. of course.. YOU did not say a word to Me.. we were Both working in the Work Shop.. and of course.. When I did not hear any words Back.. I knew that Maybe YOU did Not feel the same way.. because I would see your Face turning away.. I be asking YOU.. is it wrong for me to tell YOU My Heart.. revealing that I just couldn't hold back anymore.. that I needed to tell YOU.. because If I don't… I may regret for the rest of my Life before it is too Late.. but only thing I saw is that YOU just did not want to tell me anything.. and I saw YOU start to walk off from this Tree.. My Heart.. I felt like what is wrong with my Heart Now.. is this means that YOU are rejecting Me.. telling me to back Off.. are you telling me that YOU have no feelings for Me.. I became so Sad.. because I thought that YOU knew.. I would give YOU signs that I wanted more than just friends and I member YOU telling me Not to cross the Line.. YOU only liked me as friends but not more than That.. as I saw YOU walk off.. I would ask myself.. why can't I be more than just friends.. what is wrong with me.. as I stood by this tree.. I saw YOU going into the work shop.. I was hurt and did Not want to see YOU because I felt like I thought something More could be made.. but when YOU told me that only friends is enough for YOU.. I stood by this Tree.. WHY was my Heart hurting.. it felt so crushed.. I just felt like I could Not breathe that well.. I watched the Sun setting.. as the Sun goes Down.. I knew that it is not going to be the same anymore.. and I would ask myself.. if this was to happen.. I should of kept it to myself.. I should of Not told YOU anything because LOOK at what I am feeling Now.. I was torn.. felt like my Heart tearing from the Inside.. as I stood by the Tree.. I was shaken and Now what.. what am I suppose to do Now.. I have made it known to YOU.. and I have told YOU my Heart.. what I felt.. How am I suppose to face YOU as friends if I am starting to Love YOU.. I can't take the words Back because I already confessed to YOU.. as I would turn back to look at the work Shop.. I see the lights turned Off and it was pitched dark.. means I know that YOU left.. so.. Do you love someone else.. does the man loves YOU more than I do.. I mean if that man can treat YOU well and can make you the most happiest.. gives YOU joy and can share his Love to YOU.. then I know that I should back Off.. but.. YOU don't give me any chance.. why don't you see me.. YOU do not know unless you can give me the chance too.. WHY can't I be close to Your Heart.. why can't YOU give me the chance.. why are YOU giving the Other man the chance but Not Me.. is it really only friendship YOU want.. but what if I don't want to be just friends.. what if I want more.. that is why I have made this known to YOU.. I want more than just friends.. I know that if YOU just give me a chance.. there is a better chance that YOU can love Me.. I don't want YOU to be with someone who will Not love YOU.. what If He does not love YOU.. or cannot tell YOU how much He loves You.. but YOU know that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. How much I need YOU.. how much I need you close in my life that I can keep on loving YOU.. Why can't Your Heart be open to Me.. Please tell me.. so that I would know.. I know that I can love you where YOU will know that YOU are being loved.. only if YOU can open Your Heart.. let me IN so I can show YOU.. tell YOU that I love YOU.. as I stood.. looking at the work shop being pitch dark.. I can see the MOON.. as I would star to walk away from the tree.. and I would head to the work Shop.. I do open the door to go inside.. it is dark.. and it is empty inside this room.. only the window I can see.. as I turn to look through the Window.. I am inside the Work Shop.. only thing that I feel is that I am missing YOU now.. even though I don't want to be here.. oink

  2. I can even love you stronger.. just please give me a chance.. just one chance.. as I am waiting in the Room in the clinic Office.. I know that I may not live for Long.. because My Heart is broken.. It has been shattered into many little pieces.. YOU have broken my Heart.. If I can't fix my Heart.. what am I going to do with this Shattered of pieces broken Heart that is in me.. If I can't fix it.. Maybe the Doctor can help me to fix IT.. what if the Doctor can't fix my Heart.. I am going to ask the Doctor to go me a Surgery.. because what am I going to do with this Broken Shattered Heart.. I can at least donate it to someone else.. give me a New Heart.. someone else can take my Place.. can Have this Heart.. that someone else can Love YOU instead because I know that I can't.. I don't even know where YOU at so how can I love YOU when YOU are NO where to be found.. and I am lost somewhere.. and I would be sitting on this Chair.. LOOKING at the Picture of YOU.. I sit in silence just thinking of the Flower Work Shop.. I want to go back with YOU.. can YOU please go back with me to this Flower work Shop.. I want to live again.. I want to feel that I am alive again.. I want to breathe again because without YOU.. just look at me at this Point in my Life without YOU.. and as I am looking at the picture.. waiting for the doctor to come into this room.. I am looking at your Picture and speaking to the Picture.. the door Opens but it stops.. I am thinking.. maybe it is another patient who just came into the wrong room and I would open my Mouth.. as I am looking at the picture of YOU.. can we please go back to the Flower Work Shop.. do YOU know that I am still there.. I just could Not move on because I would think about.. what If.. Just in case YOU show UP one day.. what If you come.. what if YOU change your Mind.. what if I come across Your Mind one night.. One Day.. what If you miss Me.. how about if YOU love me.. Not sure why I would think of it that Way but what if you show UP.. I had many chances to leave that Flower work shop.. My friends came.. trying to convince me.. telling me to leave it behind me.. let it be my History.. and I would try to leave that Flower Work Shop.. but always in the back of my Head.. I would be thinking of YOU.. if I do leave.. what if YOU show UP when I do really leave.. then I know that I can't never see YOU again.. I don't want that to ever happen because I miss YOU and I love YOU.. that is why I just can't let it go now.. because I love YOU just too much.. I have been there.. just waiting for the Door to be opened.. for YOU to knock on the door and when I open the door to that Flower Work shop and WHEN I open to see who it is.. I wanted to smile to see YOU there.. standing there.. just giving me even few seconds of your presences.. just to say I love YOU.. just to say I missed YOU.. or to say welcome back.. because I just can't let YOU GO.. Because I never stopped loving YOU.. even now I love you still.. I been waiting so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. as I look up.. I hear the door closed.. and I am thinking.. this whole time the door was opened.. I wonder who it is who hear me speaking to Your Picture.. I wonder who it is.. and the door Opens.. my hand opens and the picture falls to the ground because it is YOU who is standing by the door.. That YOU are the Doctor.. My Doctor there.. I work at this Flower Shop.. and told me he has found someone WHO he truly admires.. WHO he truly adores and thinks like he is going to fall.. He tells me He loves someone.. and wanted to give.. and I wanted to know who this Woman is.. and He showed me a Picture.. I have never seen such a Great big Smile from his Face.. always He was sad and depressed.. when he showed me the Picture.. I looked.. WHY does it has to be YOU.. from ALL of the women in this World.. WHY does he show me the Same Picture.. I was Lost.. I was confused.. I was shocked in my heart.. I have never seen this Friend of Mine being so Happy.. but.. I begin to feel so Sad.. He looks at me and asked me WHY am I not celebrating with HIM.. I told HIM.. I was.. but.. How could I.. I have always loved YOU.. but Never thought YOU be with another man.. Of course.. He ordered some Flowers and Told me that the Woman is going to pick it UP tomorrow.. and He paid for the flowers and He left.. of course.. I am so happy for HIM.. HE is very smart and truly successful.. has a Good job and makes good Money.. I work at this Flower Shop.. I can I think about loving YOU.. if I don't have Anything to Give YOU.. as I am making the Flowers for the Friend.. setting off Different flowers and putting into this Box.. I am looking at the Picture of YOU.. HE told Me all the Good things about YOU.. How he wanted to marry YOU.. He wanted to raise a Good family.. He wanted to give YOU everything He had.. wanted to take YOU to nice places to eat and traveling was a part of the Plan.. I started to Look at the picture of YOU.. I wanted to cry.. I wanted to cry and Just needed to pour Out this Angry inside of me unable to Love YOU.. As I would cut the petals off.. One by One flower goes into the Box and I put the Lid over.. and Just started to wait for YOU.. I remember going into this House.. Many Children who were like Me.. watching many kids at my own age at that Time.. Crying in the Night.. wishing to be with the family we lost.. I am not sure if YOU remember me at the Orphan House.. I am Not sure if YOU remember Me.. of Course YOU were not a part of the children who lost the Family but I remember YOU.. YOU had a red dress.. Do you remember when YOU first came.. My mind got lost.. Looking at YOU for the first time.. I was lost in Your Beauty.. I hope you remember the Boy who was wearing a white shirt.. I was playing outside in the rain.. as I was running down the dirty road.. I fell from tripping a Rock.. The lady who cared for the Orphan children at that Home told us.. a Special family was coming over.. and the Children all gathered.. I saw YOU.. When I saw YOU.. I wondered.. If you were going to be a part of the Children.. I saw the Door opened.. A Man and a Woman.. comes in the Orphan House.. and I saw YOU walk in.. Your Smile.. I just could not help it.. But.. I haven't seen anyone so Happy.. only if YOU were closer.. Can I smile TOO.. what was it about YOU.. SO Beautiful.. SO true.. I wanted to ask YOU.. can YOU please stay with Us.. and I wanted to ask.. to be a Part because I felt that YOU were so Different.. I know that YOU are so Special.. so Unique.. that Smile.. I wanted to smile too.. I wanted to have the Joy that was in YOUR Heart.. I wanted you to be a friend.. but even much more closer.. I am Not sure if YOU remember me.. I am Not sure and that is why I am asking YOU.. DO you remember ever going to the Orphan House.. I remember Your Father would be sharing.. How He wanted to Help us.. that Your Father had a mission for the Lost children.. to Help us.. to know what is Love.. to be closer.. to have a real family.. I remember your Father would be sharing.. How much he loved the Children.. Not because He had one daughter.. But.. because He knew we were loved too.. I sat down.. I wanted if YOU would come around again.. I remember YOU left with Your parents.. I wonder why YOU are so Happy.. filled with Peace Joy and Love.. coming from a Good family who loves YOU.. I see why YOU are so Different.. I remember that Night.. I just couldn't sleep.. I wish that I could see YOU again.. When will I see YOU again.. will you please tell me.. there were few boys sharing a room together.. But.. I was given to have my own room.. I try to sleep.. But I just couldn't.. I would sit UP on the bed.. and I turn to the window.. I wanted to know.. Can I join Your Family.. I want to be close to YOU.. But.. WILL you come to this Place again.. WILL I see you again.. I wonder when that would Be.. Now.. I am looking at the Little Box.. as I open the TOP lid of the Box.. Inside are the Flowers.. I guess YOU don't remember Me.. I mean why would YOU even give thoughts about Me.. But.. I remember because when I would look at YOU.. I can see the Little Girl in the red Dress.. coming to the Orphan Home.. and I know that It is YOU because It is Your Smile.. Your Smile cannot change.. I remember Your Smile.. the little Girl's smile.. and You would wave at the Children at the Orphan Home.. I just can't believe it.. When I think about it.. of course I would be thinking of YOU at that young age.. many years went by.. and Now both of us has grown over the Years.. How can I forget it.. YOU are the One I wanted to see.. I wanted to meet YOU again.. I remember a Friend came to the Work Shop.. and He told me that He was a great friend of Yours.. and He started to share about the past.. also he did mention how YOU and Your family went over to the Orphan Home.. and That the Father was a Missionary.. and He wanted to help Out and reach to the Lost Children.. had the Heart for the poor kids.. and He showed me the Picture.. Two pictures.. when YOU were Young.. and YOU were on the Red Dress.. I looked.. I can't believe it.. I looked and Yes.. YOU were smiling

  3. My room.. How is it that YOU left Your Heart behind.. why would you do that because what if the wrong Person comes trying to steal Your Big Heart.. YOU should not just put Your Big Heart in any one's room.. but I guess YOU know that I am not a stranger any more.. Do you even trust me to Put your Big Heart here.. I know that I been asking for Your Big Heart for a long time.. and My Heart has never changed.. because even right NOW.. I still want Your Heart.. I want to have Your Heart.. and I want to love Your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. and I would slide and I hit something.. which is stopping me to go and I know that there is a Glass.. there is a Glass Wall in my room.. and Now I know that I can't get to Your Heart.. why would you put a Glass and it has a wall.. which I know that I can't go across.. why did you put the Wall and put the glass there.. then WHY would you show me the Big Heart if you know that I can't get to that Heart.. what are you trying to do.. are you telling me that I should Not get close.. are you telling me that YOU have put a wall against US.. so I am only to look at the Heart.. and then What.. if I am Not allowed to go across but YOU have to remember that this is IN my own Room.. I would understand if I cam over to your House and went to Your room and has placed a Wall against so that I can't enter.. I would give the room and space because it is your privacy.. But think about it.. I am here at my room.. this is My room here.. and I am sitting down in the room.. and only looking at your Picture.. Now I see a Big Heart.. But the Big Heart is Not in your room.. but in my room.. how can this Be.. why would you do that since it is IN my room.. Now.. I am wondering.. how did Your Big Heart come across.. How did your Big Heart come into this room.. are you laughing at me.. are you teasing me that I can only watch.. My eyes can sit here and just look at Your Big Heart.. but what if I want More.. what if I want to go over and touch Your Heart.. if I want to Hold Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart something I wanted to say for a Long time.. YOU know that I want More.. I just do Not want to have and hold your Big Heart.. what I truly want is YOU for myself.. that is why I am asking you for that Big Heart.. Please tell Your Big Heart to come across.. command Your Heart that there is a Person waiting for YOU.. waiting for the Heart.. Your Big Heart because I want to Love YOU.. I want to tell Your Heart How much I truly Love YOU.. since YOU have placed the wall and there is the glass in my room.. when did YOU come to my room.. and why would you leave Your Big Heart behind.. and for me to see.. why do you want to show me Your Heart.. your Big Heart if I am Not allow to touch.. if I am not allow to hold and not allow to tell and speak.. I want to say something to Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart how I feel.. to tell you Heart to Heart.. but with this Wall.. the Glass Wall is Not helping me at all.. but I want you to know that I need your Heart.. to love YOU.. if I want to love YOU.. I need to say.. Tell your Heart how much I love YOU.. Please tell me that I am allow to speak to Your Heart.. I can't even go across.. this wall.. I am stuck here.. DO you see that I can't go any further now.. but I needs to go.. pass and go across.. so that I can get close to Your Heart.. I want to know if YOU can tell Your Heart.. your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to Hold your Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to tell YOU.. but How can I if you look at my shoes.. looking at the wall seems so miserable at this Point.. my head goes down looking at the floor.. I feel so sad because I know that I do Love you.. holding your Picture.. I would lift up the picture and I would look at YOU through the Picture and I would say.. I know I don't have much.. I know that I can't love YOU either and I should Not because I truly have Nothing to give back.. but all I know is that I have me Your Picture.. I know that I love YOU.. I know you be asking for so much more.. and that is why I will show YOU.. there are many empty bottles in my room.. you will say what are you going to do with all these empty bottles.. it is just a trash too you.. I know you will look at it as It is nothing to YOU.. because it has NO value on your Part.. but for me I am giving it my All.. Heart to Heart I would open the Bottle.. Letters are written.. I am writing to YOU.. I know that it will have NO value because I can't sell it.. But I don't want to sell anything.. it comes from My Heart.. what more can I do if it is all from MY HEART I am giving.. from my Heart.. I write letters.. and Open the Bottles to place each Letters inside.. I am a writer YOU Know and I put My Heart and Soul.. and I share Love to YOU.. I want to give you the bottles.. it has messages in the bottles but if it means Nothing to YOU.. I feel like I am standing in the ROOM.. LOOKING at the wall.. feeling like I can't do much or give Much when It means everything to Me because LOVE is only thing I can give and share to YOU.. because I truly Love YOU.. I need YOU.. I need you forever so that I can love you forever.. because I love YOU..I would walk to the Mirror.. and I would face the mirror and I would look at myself.. and I would say.. why do I have to look at myself.. why can't I see you here.. if I can only picture Your face and Not see my own face.. I know that I am able to tell YOU something that is from my heart.. but when I am standing here looking at this mirror and I see my own face.. I just can't say anything.. and as I turn.. I hear a knocking on the door.. DOK DOK DOK.. I am standing there frozen.. My Heart.. I put my Hand on my Chest.. I can hear My Heart beating fast.. I hear another Knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. I am standing here.. I can't breathe because I know that it is YOU who is here.. I know that It has to be YOU.. I haven't been able to speak to the wall well.. I been trying to talk to the wall for a long time.. but whenever I try too.. I would struggle with words to say.. I don't want to get the door because what if my words.. I hear.. knocking.. DOK DOK DOK… I walk.. and I open the door.. and when the door Opens.. I see you there.. as I am looking at YOU.. MY Heart can't stop crying.. My Heart cries because YOU are so Amazingly SO Beautiful.. takes My Breathe away in a Heart beat.. I have been waiting for YOU for a Long time.. it has been so Long and Finally I see you here.. holding the Glass Jar.. But.. I can't find YOU.. so I am asking.. Where are YOU.. I am walking and standing Out side.. I am looking UP at the Sky.. Knowing that it is going to rain.. I see the Moon.. and I am holding the empty Glass Jar.. and I lift UP both arms showing the Moon the Glass Jar.. I know there is Nothing for YOU to see.. But I am asking for a Heart.. Do you see what I am holding UP.. I need a Heart.. is there a Way YOU can get me the Heart.. I would be standing.. I want to hear the Answer.. but I know I will be getting No response.. but I truly want to Know.. I need the Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I know that standing Out side.. YOU are miles and miles away from Me.. and No Matter How many times I would be asking for YOUR Heart.. you can't hear me.. I have a Letter.. I have written you a Letter.. in the back of my Pocket.. I have written YOU something from MY Heart.. I saw Your Picture before I came out here to see the Moon.. I was touched and My Heart was touched because each TIME I see and I look into your Picture.. my Heart is touched and Moved by your Beauty.. What am I suppose to do when YOU are so Beautiful to Me.. I can't remove two of the My eyes.. I know that I can't tear your Picture into pieces either.. if I did.. I would be looking for a New Picture.. If I am unable to tell you standing Out here.. here out side.. I know that my Words.. my Voice is unable to reach YOU.. that is why I have written YOU a Letter.. I want to tell YOU.. even though YOU may not able to hear me Out here.. I don't care.. the neighbors can hear me But I don't want the neighbors to hear me.. I want YOU to hear me instead.. I am only focusing On YOU of letting Out How I truly feel inside.. Only if YOU can catch my Emotions and My Words I tell YOU.. I wish that I can tell YOU.. if YOU can put your ears and Let the MOON have your ears.. How nice would that be for More.. that no matter HOW many times I miss you.. and would come Out to see this MOON.. and knowing having Your ears.. and I can just look UP and I can see the ears.. Your Ears.. I would be writing more Letters and I be walking outside.. LOOKING UP to the sky.. asking the MOON to come closer.. if you can hear me far.. then It be alright to stay where It is.. but I want to know.. if you can give Your ears to the Moon.. I won't have to be crying any more.. wondering when I can share and tell you through the Letters.., oink

  4. I am looking at the Mirror.. of course the reason why I am looking at the Mirror is to see if you are There.. You told me to come to the Mirror and that if I did.. I am able to see YOU there.. I am looking.. smiling because I know that this is crazy.. why did I fall for this trick.. I knew that I can't see you but only see myself when I look at the mirror.. I would smile.. and looking at the corner of the Mirror.. I see a picture.. there is YOU holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I wanted to look at a picture of YOU just smiling.. but.. I guess what YOU means is looking at the corner bottom of the Mirror.. I will find a picture of YOU.. I am thinking of seeing YOU as I am looking at the mirror.. but.. I do love Your Smile.. as I would grab the picture of YOU.. bottom corner of the mirror.. YOU told me that YOU are going to come over.. I found a note and it was from your writing telling me that YOU will be coming.. and Yes.. I have been waiting for YOU.. and on the back of the Note.. you wrote about the Mirror.. I thought that it was a joke.. and I went over to the mirror.. and I stood there.. wondering will you show UP.. I smiled.. and giggled because I knew this was a funny joke.. but I stood there becoming a joke to myself.. I would smile looking at the Mirror.. and I would imagine that you would be standing and I be able to tell YOU what my Heart feels right now.. will you open your ears to listen to me.. will you open your Heart so that it can receive all my words I needs to say to YOU.. because right Now.. I needs to say something to You.. before YOU show UP.. I am going to.. as I would look at your Picture and I am looking at the Picture of YOU holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I would lift to look at the Mirror.. I would close both of my eyes and I would picture you standing.. and I would say.. Do you know that it is not easy for me to say these words to YOU.. I know it may seems like it is easy but truly it is Not.. to find the right words.. I have to truly think about the words I needs to say.. Not to say whatever.. and what if YOU decide not to receive at all.. that is why many times I would pause.. think about what I should say.. sometimes words would not come Out.. why.. because it is all about telling YOU how much I love YOU.. I must be very careful not to say words which can create things YOU wish Not to hear or to receive.. I had to look at the wall.. I would face the wall.. it is very funny when YOU are looking from behind and saying.. am I crazy.. and when a stranger looks at me.. they will say I am crazy.. but I know that I love YOU.. so I would face the wall.. and I am trying to find words.. I am closing my eyes.. thinking and blinking trying to get the words Out.. it hurts my chest.. my hand beats upon my chest because I am looking at the wall.. what am I doing is what I am thinking.. but I want to tell you.. My Heart.. this is My Heart.. I needs to get this Off my chest.. telling YOU how much I love you but when I face the wall.. I look and I black Out.. I mean.. I would pause and think about.. what would I do if YOU do stand there.. and YOU would look direct at me.. I know I am suppose to say but.. I look at the wall.. If I can't even speak to the wall My Heart.. get my head clear and Pause to think about Words I want to tell YOU.. If I can't tell the wall.. How am I suppose to tell YOU when I face YOU.. because I love YOU.. I want to tell you millions of words of How much I do truly love YOU.. and I want to hold YOU.. but I just can't hold YOU if I can't tell you How much I love YOU.. as I face the wall.. I am staring at your picture.. and I am looking at your Picture more and more.. I lift my Head too look at the wall I am facing and I would say.. my Heart.. My Heart.. I needs to say and speak too YOU.. and as I would stare at your Picture and I look at the wall.. I would try to say the words.. but end UP laughing to myself.. but something.. My Heart would ask me.. It is Not funny because YOU are going to show UP soon.. am I going to stand there and say nothing and just laugh.. No.. so I would start to feel all sad.. what am I suppose to do then.. if I can't say it now.. I needs to say it Now so that I can say it to you when I see YOU.. I needs to tell YOU that I love YOU.. when I see YOU.. do I just say.. I love YOU.. my both eyes are still closed and I am wondering.. why am I closing my eyes.. I know that I am going to see you soon.. but still.. I feel like I am stuck.. Words are not coming Out.. why can't I tell YOU what my Heart truly feels.. I needs to say it to YOU before I can't.. I want to say these words.. Please.. and both eyes Opens and I am looking at the Mirror.. I still see myself.. my own face looking at the mirror.. and I just can't.. but I know I needs too and I turn around.. and I look at the Glass Jar.. it is on the floor so I go over to the floor and I sit.. I grab the Glass Jar.. and I don't know what to do.. I don't know what to say.. what am I suppose to say to YOU.. and I look down.. the Glass Jar is empty.. and I can feel my Heart.. I am breathing heavy and tears runs down.. only thing I can show you is the tears in the Bottle.. will you believe me that I do love YOU.. will my tears show YOU when YOU come and I show you these tears.. I have cried so much that it has filled UP this jar.. tears in the jar and I will give it to you.. will you believe me that I never stopped loving YOU.. what am I going to say.. I know that the time is coming near and I have to face YOU.. my Heart is stuffy.. and my breathing so Heavy.. am I nervous.. but I have been looking at the wall.. facing the wall.. closing both eyes and trying to imagine you and I be opening my Heart.. sharing and pouring out to YOU.. telling you like YOU are here even though YOU are not.. but I have been looking at the wall.. it has become like a friend to me because I wanted my Heart.. I wanted My Heart to let it all go.. and to vision YOU are here.. ever since the first day my eyes saw YOU.. since it is not easy for me to tell YOU through words.. I wanted to say it.. I wanted to tell YOU for a long time.. I wanted to pour out my Heart to YOU by telling you MY Heart belongs with YOU.. I never stopped loving YOU since the first time I would share.. I would start too look at the wall.. and I would cry as my tears falls out.. looking at the wall.. and I would stand there looking at the wall.. look at me.. I can't even tell YOU.. I look so crazy.. look at this and looking at the wall.. I be looking down at the floor.. watching the tears fall hitting the floor.. wiping my tears and trying to say.. but.. how am I to tell YOU if I am only talking to this wall.. but what if I never get to tell you anything and I would be crying more looking at the floor.. wiping my tears over and over again.. and I would lift up to look at the wall.. and I would only look at your Picture.. what have you done.. why this picture came to me.. if only I never saw this picture.. would I be suffering more like this.. this pain and ache hurts me many times because I want to tell YOU but I can't.. and Now.. if YOU do show UP.. and I would sit.. my arms around the glass jar.. I am looking and the Glass Jar.. my tears are half full of it.. I been crying for so long.. longing for YOU.. wanting to be with YOU.. only I look is the wall.. and time to time I would look at the mirror.. too look at my own face.. but I know that I have to believe.. believe that I will see you soon.. I know that if I love YOU so dear.. something has to happen right.. if I only believe that Love can come true and I know that I love you and never stopped loving you.. I know that you has to show UP.. show up so that I can tell you face to face.. but what if YOU did show up.. and Now I would be looking at the Mirror.. and as I would look at the mirror.. I would close my both eyes.. trying to imagine YOU are standing there that when I open my eyes and I see the mirror.. I see your face.. what do I do if I see YOU there.. and my Heart just beats.. I can hear the sound of the beatings grows so Loud.. am I going crazy.. if you are asking me if I am seeing things.. I see YOU everywhere.. I see you because I love YOU.. what do I do because I love you.. If I see you here.. Can you please tell my Heart to stop beating so that I can stop breathing.. if I see you.. I know that I just want to love YOU.. I feel like my Heart is dying.. it is dying for you.. dying because I needs to be with YOU.. dying because I want to tell you I love YOU.. but what if my words don't come Out when I do see you.. then YOU can tell my Heart.. STOP beating.. if my Heart can stop beating.. there is no reason for me to live any more.. if My Heart stops.. I can stop breathing and I be lying on the floor dying.. and you can watch me because I love you this Much that I can die.. and you can see me because I want Your Love.. I feel like it is so Hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to tell YOU that I love you.. if you are thinking.. look.. there is writing and typing.. I can write and type you many letters.. and tell you through all these letters.. but I am thinking about telling you with Words

  5. I am sitting on the Floor.. the Carpet floor in the room.. I am thinking of YOU as always.. asking where are YOU.. Am I suppose to be alone for the rest of my Life.. and I would ask.. How Long must I wait for YOU.. as I am holding the Picture.. and Looking at your Picture.. I want to tell you that I love YOU.. will you accept my words.. will you receive the words I am sharing.. words I am telling YOU from my Heart.. I have been waiting.. but sometimes I wonder if this waiting means Nothing to YOU.. Do you even think of Me.. do I even cross your mind.. Please tell me if I do.. because there are times I need to know.. I need to know because I love YOU.. I don't want to tell YOU if to don't have anything for Me.. but I do believe.. there must be something going ON.. there must be something In your Mind.. In your Heart.. I want to know because I love YOU.. as I am waiting.. only thing I can do at this moment of time is just wait.. and I would be looking at your Picture.. I do want to cry sometimes.. so that things can come off my Chest.. I want to hold YOU.. and Want to hold you near to tell YOU.. I always wanted to put my arms around YOU.. so Close.. to hear you breathe.. and try to listen to your Heart beat.. Am I wrong for sharing.. telling you these things.. am I the One who is wrong.. doing what is wrong because I feel like I am Not.. all I want.. ALL I need is YOU.. just need YOU close.. as I see the Giant Teddy Bear next to Me.. I grab and Hold it.. my arms wrap around this Giant Teddy Bear.. I wish that it be YOU.. even though I know that it is Not.. But only if YOU were here.. if you were close.. near to me.. I would pull you close and ask YOU.. can I hold you.. Please let my arms hold around YOU.. my arms are crying.. dying to hold you still.. hold you close because the body language itself will speak of what is in my Heart.. I don't think that My words.. DO I needs to tell you and speak to let you know what My arms are missing.. my arms are missing YOU.. my arms right Now is holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. it does not feel the same because It is Not YOU.. I am asking.. hoping and wishing.. I want to hold YOU instead but since YOU are Not here.. and I am alone in the room and my eyes only can see Your Picture.. what Am I suppose to do if I miss YOU.. My Heart tells Me I want to Hold you still.. Close to My chest.. I want to hear and listen to Your Breathing and also the sound of Your Heart beating.. Now I feel like I want to cry.. I am holding tight this Giant Teddy Bear.. How can I tell this when It is Not YOU.. it does not speak to Me at all.. but only to feel a little better but I know that it is Not YOU.. as I would see and feels my tears just flowing down my eyes.. I want it to be YOU.. why can't I be with YOU.. why can't these arms hold YOU.. why can't I speak to your ears.. and tell YOU how I truly feel.. tell you that I been missing YOU all along.. without it leaves me feeling like this.. Like I am Nothing.. just a nobody.. only YOU can set my heart on fire and bring me to smile.. Only I am thinking.. wishing.. always hoping that One day SOON.. I be near YOU.. I wait and wait.. keep on waiting but only thing I see is time goes By.. Year to year comes and goes.. days get long and Nights are very Hard because I start to think of YOU and miss YOU crazy.. LOOK at me right Now.. I am Holding a Stuff Animal.. a GIANT Teddy Bear.. what good is it if I am holding but still be thinking of YOU because I know truly it is Not YOU.. only it leads to my tears.. I would cry.. crying holding this Giant Teddy Bear and I would say.. where are YOU.. Please tell me so that I can go to YOU.. as I keep on waiting for YOU.. and as I would be sitting down on the carpet floor.. I would look at the Picture.. as I am looking through the picture of YOU.. I can feel My Heart be crushing,.. like crashing from the Inside and I turn and I look.. there is a Big Heart.. I am not sure what is that because.. It looks like a Shape of Heart.. and I know that there has been no one here.. but.. I look across.. giving me some distance.. I see something sitting on the Carpet Floor.. and I know for sure.. the Shape is a Heart.. A Big Heart is sitting in my room.. But.. WHOSE Heart is that.. why is there a Heart inside my room.. I know that the Heart does Not belong to me because I can feel the beatings of my own Heart inside.. but.. in this ROOM.. Am I just using an Imagination or is it really a Heart there.. and I would slide across.. trying to get Close to the Big Heart but something stops Me.. WHY can't I go further.. and as I am looking at the Big Heart.. I am looking at Your Picture.. and Now I am thinking.. I only Love YOU.. I don't want Other Hearts but only I want Your Heart.. so tell me this.. Is that Your Heart.. the Heart is so Big.. if that is Your Heart.. can I have that Big Heart.. are you willing to give me that Heart.. because I want to go over and Hold that Big Heart.. why would you leave this Beautiful Big Heart behind.. why would it be here at my room.. I know that YOU have not been here before.. that Tell me.. How is it that I am seeing a Big Heart.. am I sleeping right Now.. means this must be a dream.. seeing a vision which I know that Once I wake UP.. I am Not going to see that Big Heart any more.. But.. I do love the fact that YOUR BIG HEART is in my room.. I want you close.. if YOUR BIG HEART is able to be this close to Me.. I know that One day.. someday soon.. there is a greater chance that One day.. some day soon YOU can show UP looking for this BIG HEART.. Now.. I feel so Happy that I see a Big Heart.. and the Heart must be yours.. as I would look at your picture.. I would say.. is it your Big Heart.. when did YOU come to My room.. How is it that YOU left Your Heart behind.. why would you do that because what if the wrong Person comes trying to steal Your Big Heart.. YOU should not just put Your Big Heart in any one's room.. but I guess YOU know that I am not a stranger any more.. Do you even trust me to Put your Big Heart here.. I know that I been asking for Your Big Heart for a long time.. and My Heart has never changed.. because even right NOW.. I still want Your Heart.. I want to have Your Heart.. and I want to love Your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. and I would slide and I hit something.. which is stopping me to go and I know that there is a Glass.. there is a Glass Wall in my room.. and Now I know that I can't get to Your Heart.. why would you put a Glass and it has a wall.. which I know that I can't go across.. why did you put the Wall and put the glass there.. then WHY would you show me the Big Heart if you know that I can't get to that Heart.. what are you trying to do.. are you telling me that I should Not get close.. are you telling me that YOU have put a wall against US.. so I am only to look at the Heart.. and then What.. if I am Not allowed to go across but YOU have to remember that this is IN my own Room.. I would understand if I cam over to your House and went to Your room and has placed a Wall against so that I can't enter.. I would give the room and space because it is your privacy.. But think about it.. I am here at my room.. this is My room here.. and I am sitting down in the room.. and only looking at your Picture.. Now I see a Big Heart.. But the Big Heart is Not in your room.. but in my room.. how can this Be.. why would you do that since it is IN my room.. Now.. I am wondering.. how did Your Big Heart come across.. How did your Big Heart come into this room.. are you laughing at me.. are you teasing me that I can only watch.. My eyes can sit here and just look at Your Big Heart.. but what if I want More.. what if I want to go over and touch Your Heart.. if I want to Hold Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart something I wanted to say for a Long time.. YOU know that I want More.. I just do Not want to have and hold your Big Heart.. what I truly want is YOU for myself.. that is why I am asking you for that Big Heart.. Please tell Your Big Heart to come across.. command Your Heart that there is a Person waiting for YOU.. waiting for the Heart.. Your Big Heart because I want to Love YOU.. I want to tell Your Heart How much I truly Love YOU.. since YOU have placed the wall and there is the glass in my room.. when did YOU come to my room.. and why would you leave Your Big Heart behind.. and for me to see.. why do you want to show me Your Heart.. your Big Heart if I am Not allow to touch.. if I am not allow to hold and not allow to tell and speak.. I want to say something to Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart how I feel.. to tell you Heart to Heart.. but with this Wall.. the Glass Wall is Not helping me at all.. but I want you to know that I need your Heart.. to love YOU.. if I want to love YOU.. I need to say.. Tell your Heart how much I love YOU.. Please tell me that I am allow to speak to Your Heart.. I can't even go across.. this wall.. I am stuck here.. DO you see that I can't go any further now.. but I needs to go.. pass and go across.. so that I can get close to Your Heart.. I want to know if YOU can tell Your Heart.. your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to Hold your Heart

  6. OINK OINK.. Picture gets to my Heart.. The more I turn and look at your picture.. I want to See YOU.. stops me from writing this Letter to YOU.. I want to pour out my Heart and speak that there is a Language of what I call Love.. the name is loving YOU.. and I just want to love YOU.. is it really my fault that I want to love YOU.. my hand grab the picture.. I take a closer look.. WHY do you have to be so far.. far that I want to be near YOU.. and yes.. I want to tell YOU directly.. How much my Heart means when I look at YOU.. How about I get to look into your eyes.. I want to stare into your eyes.. and tell YOU that YOUR EYES are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen.. but feeling from my heart.. because of Your Loving eyes.. I want to hold you near.. I pause for a minute.. just staring at the eyes of YOU in the picture.. I hurt.. my Heart hurts because just loving YOU TOO Much can hurt right.. I wish that you can truly relate with me.. it is a pain to Love YOU.. I can truly suffer because I love you.. is it alright if I get so sick because I love you.. I put your picture down.. trying to refocus and I look down on the Paper.. grabbing the Pen and I write.. I wish that YOU could read this.. if you are willing.. Please take your time.. if you do not want to read.. maybe is it because I am a stranger.. is it because YOU think I am crazy.. Do I bring you that kind of vibe.. I am so sorry if I am like this.. it is because I want Your Heart.. I have a Glass Jar.. I look at it every night.. and All I see is that the glass jar is empty.. I want to cry holding this Empty glass jar.. ALL I am is asking YOU to put your Heart.. at least I can see the beauty that comes from YOUR HEART.. am I asking YOU too much.. I am so sorry if I give you a rude vibe.. But I want to say.. I want to tell Your Heart something.. I want to speak to Your Heart.. there is NO other way but YOUR HEART.. One side is Your Picture.. the Other side is the Empty Glass jar.. has no life.. and Next to my Paper is the Empty bottle.. waiting for the paper to go inside it.. and I am waiting for the rain to stop.. as I look down and I would write.. the reason why I want Your Heart.. with this Pen.. I am going to write My name in That Heart.. I want it to be inside your Heart so that One day.. or someday you can say.. I do recognize this Name.. I do know this Name.. I remember Your Name and hoping that once YOU start to know who I am and My name.. then YOU can at least Open your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart Open so that I can speak.. Tell your heart something.. I want to say that THIS is My Name.. this Person with this Name loves You.. and I want to start to speak Love into Your Heart.. if that is alright for YOU.. can I start to say and share.. I missed YOU today.. if I am able to get Your Heart and write My name in your Heart.. I am able to grab YOUR Picture and I will turn to LOOK at the Glass jar.. knowing this Heart belongs to the One who I am holding is YOUR PICTURE and start to share How much I think of YOU.. How much YOU are wanted.. that there are days.. I just can't sleep.. Holding My breathe.. like I am under waters.. and for awhile can't breathe until I get Out of the water.. and breathe Out loud.. Beating on my Chest.. calling out your Name in the Night.. I cry with chills because I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. why can't I hold you and tell YOU how my heart is hurting me.. I hurt because I love YOU.. I love you where I fall out of the bed.. and it hurts and I cry.. wailing like I am a Lone Wolf.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to tell YOU HOW MUCH I want to be with YOU.. is it Wrong though.. it is Wrong for me to love YOU.. tell MY HEART that I am wrong for loving you.. longing for YOU.. since I can't be with YOU.. I want Your Heart.. your Heart at least.. as I lift UP my Head and I turn to LOOK at the Empty Glass Jar.. I want Your Heart.. I can't even tell YOU anything unless I have Your Heart.. I want to tell YOU.. my Heart bothers me that I can't tell YOU the words I need to say to YOU.. How come YOU make it so Hard on Me.. why can't I tell YOU and I LOOK at the empty Glass Jar.. I want YOU so Close.. but when I keep on looking at the Glass Jar and it is Empty.. I feel like.. what Am I suppose to DO.. only if I can have your heart and Put it gentle.. with my Name written in your Heart.. knowing that the voice YOU be hearing is the Same person who has the name in Your Heart.. that you be familiar with Me.. that YOU can start to say.. I know this voice.. I know this Person.. I know the voice and the name in Your Heart matches.. so that I can tell YOU How I feel.. I want YOU to remember how much I love YOU and that I love YOU.. that I cannot stop but loving YOU.. as I am looking Down at the Paper.. I turn on the side to look at Your Picture.. YOU are so Beautiful.. YOU are so so SO so SO so beautiful.. why do you have to make me feel like I needs to take my eyes off.. why do you have to be this beautiful that sometimes I want to lose my both eyes.. I can't stop but stare.. stare because I am not sure who I am seeing.. SO beautiful that I be stuttering.. and YOU be thinking I be handicap.. and that is Not true.. but you make me nervous because YOU are such a Queen.. most beautiful Flower.. as I turn to look down.. holding the Pen.. I start to write.. Only if YOU can read this letter.. I am asking YOU for Your Heart.. I want to ask if YOU are able to give me Your Heart.. I have the Glass Jar.. it is empty because I want to Place Your Heart and I will take good care of her.. I will love your Heart and YOU will know that the way I love your Heart.. you will never experience it from other Men.. because there is Only One man who can love you where YOUR HEART knows I love YOU.. Not your Body.. Not Your Intelligent.. Not YOUR beauty.. But YOUR HEART.. so I am writing YOU this Letter.. and I am going to sent an Angel to Your Direction.. when YOU see the Angel.. He is going to tell YOU who the Letter comes from.. the Letter is from Me and I want you to know how much I love YOU.. just waiting for YOU.. but I feel like this is the time where I needs to ask.. ask for YOUR HEART.. not begging.. I grab the Letter and I rolled it and I place it inside the Bottle.. Put a Lid on top of it and I turn to LOOK at the Glass Jar.. MY Hand touch the Glass Jar.. and I tell It.. Just please wait.. even though YOU are empty right now.. SOON or Later.. I am going to write My Name in Your Heart and place it inside this Glass Jar.. I turn away and I look out the Window.. the Rain has stopped.. I stand UP and out and go to the Floor.. and I am holding the Message in the Bottle.. and I am looking OUT.. looking at the Moon.. I stare at the peace of the Night.. I raise up my hand holding the Message in the Bottle.. Angel.. IF you are willing.. WILL you please do me a Favor.. if YOU are willingly to come and take this Message in the Bottle.. ONE hand is the Picture.. the Other is the Message in the Bottle.. please come and help Me.. as I would sit and waiting through the Night.. I am awaken.. and I see an Angel.. He smiles and greets me.. I cannot believe it is Me Angel.. Do you see what I see.. I am holding this.. will you do me a Favor.. Can you pretty Please do me a Favor.. and He smiles.. I show the Angel the Picture of YOU.. he looks and says.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Like a Flower.. so Beautiful.. I wonder why I am waiting for an Angel.. He looks on the Other Hand.. the Angel grabs the Message in the Bottle.. and takes the Picture.. I look at HIM.. I need the Picture.. it is the only way I can see Your Face.. If I don't have this picture.. I am going to miss YOU.. and the Angel takes a picture of the Picture and gives me the picture back.. I look at HIM.. will YOU do me another favor.. ask FOR YOUR HEART.. I want YOUR HEART.. and I turn to Point.. The Glass Jar is empty.. in that Letter I am writing about YOUR HEART.. will you please ask.. and I need.. Only way to get YOU to love me is YOUR HEART.. I want YOU to love me Too.. I want Your Love as much as I love YOU.. but I just can't love you by my self.. I want YOU to think about me and to love me too.. so I want Your Heart.. can you please ask for the Heart.. YOUR HEART.. and the Angel takes a peek into the room and sees the Glass Jar.. and tells me He will ask.. and I look.. and I just can't believe and tears starts to run down me two eyes.. I can't believe you are answering me Call.. the Angel looks at me.. why am I crying.. am I sad or feel broken.. WHY am I crying.. I tell HIM.. I call it the tears of joy.. YOU are delivering the Message to My Love.. it is going directly to YOU.. and the Angel smiles and I watch him holding the Message in the Bottle and I see HIM goes UP across and I watch him go off.. I am wiping my Tears.. just can't believe it is going to YOU.. How can it Be.. I never imagined in my Life that I am able to share My Love to YOU.. do you know what this means

  7. I love this karaoke style clip, most "live" clips like this aren't actually live. She's so authentic ❤

  8. Your hair…it's like that painting I did of Jang Wonyoung when she was on that tennis court. I love you and her so much…almost unnaturally… I hope people can see that you are potentially hers and mine…as in sisters with Karina and Gaeul potentially it's my theory about time travel and my daughters but if you see it there is resemblance and some interesting interactions in IZONE make more sense.

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