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Hello world . From Jennie



Original Music by Mandy Moore – When Will My Life Begin?
Cover by Jennie

#HelloWorld #FromJennie #20210116

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  6. Oink Oink.. I am wondering if YOU are ever Coming Home.. I am looking at this Chair.. WHY do I keep on looking at this Chair.. I wish I myself Knew.. I think you already know the Answer WHY I keep on looking.. because I am starting to Miss YOU.. YOU told me that YOU are coming Home.. YOU told me that YOU are working Late.. and Now.. I think about.. Yes.. I know YOU needs to work.. But.. YOU are making me to wait.. sometimes it is very hard to wait when I don't know if YOU are coming Home.. Please tell me that YOU are.. as I am looking at that Empty Chair.. why am I the Only One has to feel this burden of Missing YOU.. I can't even sleep.. I am so tired of waiting.. but I know I must sit here until YOU coming Home.. I remember I gave YOU a Huge Bear.. it was a color light Brown Bear.. I would watch YOU sit on that chair.. I told YOU.. Please.. can YOU close Your eyes for Me.. I have something to give YOU.. I remember looking at both eyes.. I sat there until YOU closed both eyes.. I smiled.. got UP and went back to the room.. A huge Bear.. with red Ribbon on the Neck My arms would wrap around.. slowly I walked Out of the room.. and in silent.. I sat that Huge Bear next to your Chair.. I have the camera set on the table.. I asked if YOU can open both eyes.. As you sat there.. and You looked at me like.. and YOU looked on the ground next to your Chair.. I saw Your expression.. How YOU got up.. both hands.. arms wrapped around the Center of that Huge Bear.. YOU sat down on your Chair.. I have never seen such a Big smile on your Face.. I asked.. Can I take a picture of YOU.. Can I please.. and YOU told me Yes.. I picked up the Camera.. Looking through the Lens.. I zoom closer.. I stopped.. and I would just look through the Lens.. wondering How can YOU be this Pretty.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. For the first time.. of course I always thought YOU are so Beautiful.. but never imagined because I paused.. I can feel something inside of Me telling me to Press the button.. that is ALL I can do.. Press the Button of this Camera.. that is.. But My Heart always said.. WHY do you take my Breathe away.. I feel so Hot because YOU are truly amazingly Beautiful.. SO beautiful that made me wonder.. made me to stop.. finger just could not press because.. I just wish the time stopped and ALL I do is sit here on this Chair and look at you.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Tell me why do YOU have to hurt my eyes.. tell me why do YOU have to keep on looking this Good.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. even the Flower on the vase.. on the center of the table.. DO you see this Sun Flower.. It dies because it just can't be as Beautiful as YOU are.. the Flower says.. I want to be as Beautiful as YOU are.. but can't be pretty pretty.. Makes me stop with a Heart Beat.. I would look through the Lens of this Camera.. paused.. I wish I can press the button Now.. but.. I know if I let this Camera down.. I can't see YOU clear as through the Lens of this Camera shows me.. YOU are so Beautiful.. it is killing me inside because Now I want to hold YOU.. I want to get closer to YOU.. and ask YOU.. Can I hold you still.. near to my Heart.. Would YOU like to listen to my Heart Beat.. When I look at you close.. like looking through the lens of this Camera kind of close.. Something Happens to My Heart.. something tells My Heart to keep on beating.. and each time I look at YOU.. I want to move closer.. What if YOU want me to sit here.. I am Not sure if I am able to get close.. of course being in the same Room.. sitting on this Chair.. and able to look across to see YOU sitting ON your Chair.. that is Enough for Me.. I am not asking more.. but I just want you to know that I have a Heart.. I have a Heart who keeps on telling Me.. It just cannot stop beating for YOU.. I just can't stop because I am hearing my Heart.. that is why I am asking YOU.. Please come a little closer.. Please.. listen to My Heart.. It beats for YOU.. I can't even press this Button.. MY Heart Loves Beating for YOU.. My eyes.. when I look at you through the Lens of this Camera.. I enjoy and love looking at YOU.. I am afraid what happens when all these things will stop.. WHAT Is going to happen to Me.. without YOU.. do you know how it rains Down on me.. slowly I am dying already.. I know that I will die soon.. but when YOU are gone.. YOU are speeding UP for me because My Heart.. Please.. I am asking YOU.. Please come little closer.. look what YOU made me do.. LOOK at My Heart.. Listen to My Heart.. I can hear and I can feel my Heart beating for YOU.. rather YOU are Near.. or YOU are so Far.. my Heart cries with me.. because My Heart can't handle pain any more.. I want you to know I love YOU.. I love you that even My Finger freezes when I look at YOU.. Like I just can't stop.. I can't stop loving YOU.. and I would press the Button and it clicks.. as I put the Camera down.. I am looking at the same Chair.. the chair where YOU sat.. I can't bear with YOU being gone.. I am now sitting here alone.. with a Bottle.. holding in my hand is the shot glass.. I am beating against my Chest.. asking YOU.. WHY did you have to sit on that Chair.. YOU told me YOU love me.. YOU told me that YOU would be there for me.. YOU made a promise that YOU will always be here with me.. did YOU not say Forever.. then WHY did you tell me these things if YOU don't love me.. WHY HURT ME.. I told you that I love YOU.. was this Not enough for YOU.. But YOU told me that YOU will never Leave me.. I received a picture.. I received of YOU and Another Man.. YOU were sitting On his Car.. holding his Hand and with a Smile.. I am looking at this picture right Now.. and I feel like I am dying inside.. why are YOU hurting Me.. why are you hurting me from the Inside.. I wish that I can pull out my Heart.. and toss it into the waters.. let my Heart swim along with the current of the sea.. But.. I just can't live without YOU.. I am looking at the empty Chair.. LOOK at what YOU have done to me.. I am looking across.. the chair YOU sat.. I even gave YOU a huge Bear.. I saw you smiling.. arms wrapped around.. I even asked if I can take a picture of YOU.. I am looking at the Picture.. as I am looking down.. The Picture of YOU holding the Huge Bear with red Ribbon.. my eyes.. I can feel my eyes.. filled with tears.. two lines.. drops starts to fall on the Picture.. I feel like I AM dying.. tell me why does this Have to hurt me so Much.. as I grab the Bottle.. pouring to the Shot Glass.. I put the Bottle on the top of table.. grab the shot glass.. open my mouth and slammed it in.. I just can't believe this.. WHY.. tell me why am I hurting so Much.. WHY am I missing YOU so Much.. it is you who don't love me.. did YOU even loved me before.. tell me.. have you ever loved me or is this just a change of heart.. is it because He is rich.. and I am poor.. so is being poor a sin.. AM I sinning because I can't give you all the things.. then why did you even come over.. why did you even sit on this Chair.. LOOK.. I see this Chair nothing before.. it was an empty chair.. I did not even look at this chair at all.. Until YOU came into my Life.. until YOU sat on that chair.. you have made this Chair so important.. Now when I look at this chair.. even though I don't see YOU.. I see YOU still.. I see YOU smiling.. I see YOU laughing.. I see YOU holding the Huge Bear.. telling me that YOU Love me and thanked me.. I even took a picture of YOU sitting with that Huge Bear.. I am over here just missing YOU.. WHY did you have to do this to me when YOU don't love me.. I told you that I love YOU.. I told you my heart and my soul.. that I wanted you to be the one who join in forever with me.. As I sat there on the Chair.. looking at the Watch.. Looking at the clock on the wall.. as it was getting late into the Night.. I get Up from the Chair.. my tears just flowing down.. I would walk out of the front door.. as I stand late into the Night.. I am looking at the Moon.. I am wondering.. WHAT DO I must do to earn YOUR LOVE.. Help me to understand.. If I love YOU.. and I am asking you to stay with Me.. why is it so hard for YOU to know that My Heart and what I say is true.. I am Not lying to YOU at all.. I am only expressing of How Much I love YOU.. why don't you trust My Heart.. WHY don't you know that It is me who Loves YOU the most.. I know that I can love you more.. I can love you where you know I can.. as I am looking at that Moon.. I want YOU to be close.. I want to tell YOU that it is Me who YOU need.. it is me who loves YOU the best.. all you got is to trust me in this.. YOU do not know how long of a flight I had to fly.. the years of coming.. Now.. I am here.. please.. just give me Your Hand.. and I will show YOU HOW MUCH I love YOU.. as long as YOU can trust me and understand.. when YOU give me Your Hand.. once I hold the grip of your Hand.. I will never let Your Hand to go because I love YOU.. and as I turn to walk into the House and I come over to sit on the Chair.. I looked UP.. wiping my Tears.. I see YOU.. I see you sitting there on the Chair.. Holding the Huge Bear.. with red ribbon.. smiling.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. One minute YOU are gone.. Next minute I see YOU.. then YOU are gone.. I cry and Now.. I see you again.. as I sat there.. Putting down the Camera.. I see YOU.. I smile.. even though YOU are NOT THERE.. YOU Live in My Heart.. even though YOU may be so Far.. I see the Chair empty.. but also.. I can close my both eyes.. when I open and LOOK.. I see you sitting on that Chair.. it is because I love YOU.. NO matter How far YOU are.. IN MY HEART.. I know YOU live in.. all I do is say.. I see YOU.. I love YOU..

  17. Jennie is so pretty she is so amazing I'm very happy Jennie has a YouTube channel Jennie is a amazing singer, dancer and a wonderful person we love you Jennie 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

  21. Waiting for ur 2nd week Coachella performance!!! :))) Hope camerman does a better job these time!!! Love u as always ;)))

  25. Jennie is best and jenuine icon and singer. Her perform is unfeigned delight. She is outstanding, noteable , real and unique as her name.

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