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Playlist ❤︎ In Loving Memory of Jonghyun



It’s difficult to believe it’s been three weeks already. Not a single day has gone by that I haven’t thought about him or listened to his music. Since there are not people in my daily life that understand the pain, I’m grateful to have Shawols who share the same pain and won’t judge me.

Seeing everyone gather together to honor Jonghyun’s memory touched my heart. I felt such peace and comfort. For me, it was the beginning of the long healing process ahead. I remind myself that he is no longer in pain. He won’t have to struggle to get through the day anymore. He is at peace looking over his family, members, and his beloved Shawols.

I can’t help the tears that continue to fall. I still feel such immense pain in my chest when I hear his voice. I didn’t understand why it hurt so much. I was angry. But then I understood. I felt pain because I put myself in other’s shoes. If that was my brother, best friend or loved one, then wouldn’t I feel pain? Must we close off our emotions to others simply because we don’t have a physical connection to them? I feel the pain of others. Knowing they’re hurting makes ME hurt.

How deep in sadness must someone be in to think that taking their life is the only way out? What a heavy burden to carry every single day. How exhausting is it to put on a smile on your face when all you want to do is break down and cry. All you want is for someone to hold you while you cry. You want someone to listen. No, you don’t have to give me advice or try to understand what I’m going through. Hold me and just say that it’s going to be okay.

Please, keep in mind that depression has nothing to do with gender. Anyone is susceptible to it. It doesn’t make you any less of a man if you ask for help. MENTAL ILLNESS IS NOT SOMETHING TO BE ASHAMED OF.

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  6. It's been 4 years Jjongii how are you? Are you now feeling no pain? We miss you a lot please take care and never be sad anymore, I love you, we love you more than words can describe..

  8. Happy birthday to Kim Jongheon!

    Today is not a day for sadness and grief, because today is your birthday, Jongheon~.

    I don't even know what to wish for someone who's dead~.

    But no, to me you are alive, you are in my memories and dreams.

    When you celebrate your birthday in heaven, Jeongyeon, know that I want you to be here with me, with those who love you.

    Even heaven won't make me forget your birthday. I miss you on this special day.

    We had many wonderful holidays while you were with us. Today you are celebrating without your earthly friends, but that doesn't mean we don't love you and wish you the best here on earth.

    You should be 32 years old, but five years ago your age stopped at 27.

    You'll always be young…

    You were such a vulnerable, talented young man.

    It's been five years… but it seems like yesterday you were still smiling and laughing.

    I still can't believe you're gone.

    You dreamed of starting a family when you would have been 30 years old and would have written many songs, I wish I could hear them.

    I wish I could see your smile and kind look. It makes it hurt even more.

    I listen to your songs every day, and you speak to me through your songs.

    You're forever in my heart, and I feel you close to me.

    You haven't gone anywhere. You're here. We stand and hold hands all together. SHINee will always be the five of us. No matter what happens, it won't change.

    In my next life, I will find you and be your fan again. Please be happy and loved in your next life.

    I hope you will be happy in heaven on your birthday, my Jeongyeon.

    You are so unreachable.

    And unreachable to me, what a pity,

    # How I want to hear your voice #

    * To talk about what was *

    * ¶¶ About what's to come, what's to dream about ¶¶

    And for Jeongyeon… you did a good job!

    Thank you for being born. Happy birthday, Jung.

    ❣💔

  10. Precisamente ayer soñé con él y llorabamos juntos y me daba las gracias por abrazarlo y consolarlo,desperte con un nudo en la garganta. Me la pasé ayer viendo videos de Jonghyun homenajeando su cumpleaños. Mi querido angel.

  11. He was a beautiful soul, he was my favorite I'm so sorry for him not being here anymore. Such a beautiful person, I love his music, thank you so much for your playlist. In loving memory ❣️❣️❣️

  20. thx for this beautiful and heartbreaking Playlist. I miss him so much, I cried lots of tears. even now, I have tears in my eyes. Years past since he died, but I miss him… also in the new Shinee Songs… He was so great. He helped me out of a situation nearly the same he was in… but he hadn‘t nobody on his site… Jonghyun… you did so well… even more than that… <3

  21. i miss you jonghyun oppa.. it's been 4 years but it feels like yesterday when you left .. i'm sorry i can't move on..

  22. 정말 좋아했던 샤이니의 종현님

    당신의 외롭고 괴로운 마음을 헤아릴수 없지만 저 또한 유년시절부터 쭈욱 이어져온 이 깊고 진한 우울의 바다에 매번 잠겨 있습니다
    당신의 노래로 위로를 받고 또한 우울이 너무 깊어 당신의 노래를 듣고 울부짖게 되네요.

    부디 그곳에서는 아프지 마시고 저 또한 이 어둡고 깊은 우울의 바다에서 언젠가는 빠져나오기를 바라면서 이제는 더이상 위로 헤엄칠수 없을것 같아 무섭네요

  23. You'll forever be missed my love 😭
    Day by day It's unbearable, that you are no more 😭😭
    I'll meet you there , take care jong hyunahhh 😭

  25. ТАКОЙ ПАРЕНЬ СУПЕР… ГОЛОС КЛАСС… ЖИТЬ ДА ЖИТЬ НА ЭТОМ СВЕТЕ. РАДОВАТЬ ВСЕХ НАС СВОИМИ ПЕСНЯМИ .. ОЧЕНЬ ЖАЛЬ ТАКИХ ХОРОШИХ ПАРНЕЙ… СЛУШАЮ С УДОВОЛЬСТВИЕМ ЕГО… ЦАРСТВИЕ НЕБЕСНОЕ ПУСТЬ ЗЕМЛЯ БУДЕТ ПУХОМ..

  28. 2022 año en qué conocí la historia y música de este lindo chico, que bellas letras pero si muy tristes. Soy madre! Xfavor escuchemos a nuestros hijos, hijos acérquese a nosotras ,cuánta gente llora tu ausencia pero Dios te tiene en un lugar donde nada te dolerá un fuerte abrazo hasta donde estas.

  29. Κιμ Τζώνη χιουν είσαι ένας άγγελος και ένα αστέρι 🌟🌟🌟 σε ευχάριστο θαιε μου που είμαι μια θαυμάστρια σαγαπω και δεν θα σε ξεχασο ποτέ μου είσαι στη καρδιά ❤️❤️❤️ μου..

  32. Самый красивый голос, самый лучший артист ! Так сильно скучаю по тебе❤Джонхён,у тебя всё хорошо?

  33. The words I miss you don't fill the emptiness. I've just gotten better at hiding my feelings, I know you understand me. Even this winter and my eternity will be warm because of you. You did so great Jonghyun! Until spring comes again….Until then…..

  41. 5 years since you left us for a better world and yet my love for you hasn't changed, we miss you Jjong <3

  42. 좋은사람 아니라고 하지마세요
    사람은 단점 장점 인듯 이리 생각하면 마음이 무겁지 안아요

  44. Уже наступает 2023 год не ужели это было 5 лет назад этот маленький ангел был жив то время пока я не знала о его существование…

  47. Yo lo quiero libre de todo y por todo lo que pasó 💖✨✨✨ojala estés en un lugar bonito que todo lo que te hizo sufrir este lejos por todo lo que le diste al mundo 💖✨🙏🏿

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